Oh well.
I woke up this morning and seriously thought it was Saturday and that I was going to have to get up and go to therapy. I was really bummed out. Not because of therapy but because I definitely wasn't ready to get out of bed for anything. Then I sat there asking myself over and over, "Is it Saturday? No, really... Is it Saturday?" I was having such a hard time remembering what day it was. So out of it. Maybe I should stop going to bed at early hours of the morning. Not healthy I am finding.
My temp agency lady friend didn't email me back yet. I'm nervous that she no longer works there and that I'm going to have to deal with someone else. I don't like anyone else there, ok? I guess if it means employment, though, I can just suck it up and do it anyway.
What else...
Bug me to set up a doctor's appointment. My stomach is so super wack right now and it's not good... not good at all. I feel so gross all the time. Why the heck don't I call the doctor? Oh yeah, because I'm nervous. Why am I nervous? Because I'm really scared that they'll think I am like anorexic or something and I'm NOT. I really don't want them to think I do this on purpose. Who wants to feel this craptastic all the time? I like food!
Well, I seriously seriously need to get off my butt and get ready.
P.S.
I should have borrowed Jenna's nail polish! Dang it.
I reside in dreams. Even while wakeful, my heart yearns for the unreal. In mind and spirit, I dwell in a world of imagination, whimsy, magic. If only my wings were strong enough to take me there, to free me from my cage of reality. One day... One day, I'll fly away.
4 weeks ago
2 comments:
1. i know you're skinny and all, but you're not anorexic. doctors can tell. might ask you questions, but they should be able to tell. if your tummy is giving you issues, you should check it out. i really think you have IBS... yeah check it out. it can be helped. you see it on tv a lot... it's like one in 3 or 5 girls have it. just means your tummy has issues digesting some foods...
2. call temp agency. email is great. calling, gets your questions answered sooner.
3. therapy and job equals less stress (eventually) on life (because you'll be too busy to go out all night long, so you'll sleep more, you wont be worried about money, you will be figuring issues out...) and then your tummy issues may not be so bad. :)
i love you. :)
hope you feel better soon. :) <3
i'll bug you about going to the doctor if you bug me about it...i keep putting it off too!
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