I hope this trip transforms me into the Caitlin I know I was meant to be. Ever since the earliest signs of my selfishness and lack of Christ-like behavior, I have felt that my spiritual growth has been stunted. I feel as though this Caitlin is a temporary shell of a young woman just DYING to let the real Caitlin fly free. And maybe subconsciously, that's why I have had a great love and attachment to the symbol of birds escaping birdcages...
CAITLIN is in here somewhere, I know she is. I ask God all the time to continue abundantly pouring out His mercy and patience on me so that my "cage" will wash away and the Spirit-filled bird will break free.
Peru is going to be the first step of many leading me down the path to Jesus Christ. I want to live my life for Him. I want to exude His light in everything I do.
I'm ready to break free, Lord. I know this is the start of something BIG.
Amen.
I reside in dreams. Even while wakeful, my heart yearns for the unreal. In mind and spirit, I dwell in a world of imagination, whimsy, magic. If only my wings were strong enough to take me there, to free me from my cage of reality. One day... One day, I'll fly away.
22 hours ago
3 comments:
amen. i feel it too. for both of us.
and as far as peru being the first step... i chuckled a little bc where we're gonna be is all steps. :) so literally, these will be our first steps to knew us. :)
YAY. :)
And I am so beyond excited that we get to experience this journey together!!!
Go us!!! :)
Have fun! Enjoy all of the blessings you will get and be the instrument to give blessings as well! Have fun!!! :) We are excited for you (and Amanda too!)
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